I haven’t written for a few weeks as I’ve been trying not to think about it. We tried pre- seed on holiday and surprise surprise it didn’t work
Just been for dinner with inlaws and pregnant sister in law and her boyfriend. So fed up. Not really sure how everyone else manages putting on the brave face when everyone is admiring the new bump etc but any tips would be great.
I thought drinking a few glasses would help. I even thought consoling myself that I don’t see if lasting would help (as awful as it is to say) but it hasn’t. I’m really struggling.
Oh and tomorrow we’re at a BBQ where my best friend is announcing her pregnancy to our friends. Literally fuck my life right now. Why are we suffering like this? What is the reason?
If I understood why I had to go through this I might be better but I don’t. I’ve always been pretty decent, I’ve always been honest, looked after everyone else, why am I being punished?